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Diagnosis: Insane"Something is off." I said, keeping my head down, eyes fixed on the red floral carpet.

"What do you mean something is off?" He asked, his eyes focused on me intensely.

"I don't know. I can't explain it. I just have this feeling." I said, tracing the flower petals and leaves on the carpet with my eyes.

"What sort of feeling, Jess?" He asked, pausing before saying my name.

"The only way I can explain it is...is like a pressure." I said, my attention now on the hideous brown tweed coat the Doc was wearing.

"A pressure? What do you mean by pressure?" He asked, his ballpoint pen Diagnosis: Insane
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I'm back

Tue Nov 29, 2005, 10:40 PM

After a long hiatis from DA, and life, I have returned. Or am slowly returning, I should say. Things have been really turning around lately. I was able to buy my own car, I met the most amazing guy, who I have been with for about 2 months, and my family life is slowly improving. I am once again out of a job, though. So that sucks. But all and all, things are pretty good. A friend and I are trying to mend a friendship, and that's good. I miss my old friends...The members of the crew. I have to be careful with them, though. I have quit drinking and quick all the drugs I was on. And a lot of those guys are still into that lifestyle. So at this point, I cannot surround myself with them quite yet. not until they understand my position. We will then see how much they still want to be my friends. And someone is currently in town whom I care to not see. A certain few of you know who I mean. Deep down, I know nothing will happen while he is here, but I am so afraid. He is staying with a friend who lives by me, and I can't drive anywhere without worrying about seeing him. I just have this feeling. I am not quite sure what it is, but I can't get it out of my mind. So my boyfriend is coming to stay with me all weekend just to be with me. And keep me safe....Just incase...now that's a guy, aint it?

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Current Residence: Oregon
Interests: reading, writing, painting, photography, music, playing my guitar, the occult, astrology, tarot
Favourite movie: Interview with the Vampire, Dead Poet's Society, Practical Magic, Phantom of the Opera
Favourite band or musician: Godsmack, Lacuna Coil, A Perfect Circle, Three Days Grace, Breaking Benjamin, Aaron
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Alternative, Metal, Classic Rock
Favourite artist: Vincent Van Gogh
Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe
Favourite photographer: my father
Favourite style of art: abstract, portraiture
Favourite game: Spider Solitare
Favourite cartoon character: Batman
Personal Quote: "In the end, you only have yourself."
Tools of the Trade: 35mm SLR camera and an unlimited supply of black and white film

Website: http://www.myspace.com/professionalgroupie
Email: aoynskyy@yahoo.com
AIM: JimBob2025
MSN: kewlgurl777@hotmail.com
Yahoo: aoynskyy

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~Invisibility Aug 9, 2005, 10:31:04 PM

Hello!

*Shadowdhrt Aug 4, 2005, 1:42:08 PM

I'm very glad I could help. You're right, you shouldn't compromise yourself for something you can't be open and happy about. Keep smiling. Talk to you soon. I appreciate you takin the time out to let me know.

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Tell Daddy how you want it... Deacon Kaye SWAT
"Some peoples evilness isn't up to par...
And some need more motivation...
The truely evil need no motivation at all..." Me
"The more we learn... The less we believe" ... Currently unknown

~DarkBeautifulMisery May 13, 2005, 2:30:55 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR LINDSEY! YAY

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"Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life" by Leo Buscaglia

~DarkBeautifulMisery Apr 13, 2005, 3:22:40 PM

Think about this...
You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
*PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST IT'S SO DAMN TRUE*
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

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"Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life" by Leo Buscaglia

~CaveBrat Apr 11, 2005, 11:48:06 AM

Thanks a lot for the favourite and comment!

Hehe, it'd be fun to act out, I'd just be picky about the actors.

~AmericangurlGP Apr 3, 2005, 8:28:46 AM

Thanks for the

On my poem, "Depression" and my picture, "Android Ethic".

~AmericangurlGP Mar 30, 2005, 9:26:34 AM

lol yeah i am the same way. I also love to spend money to. I hope your there. Aub said the plan was for us to hang out around town and then go? I hope you and jaren come. And hopefully, aub will have the money to still go to.